August 09, 2006 I try to pretend ; to ease the pain. But sometimes the truth is inevitable, sometimes I can't just keep running away.
Hrmms. Sigh sigh.
The first few pages of my textbook looks like a duplicate from the other. Copied till about 2.30am and then felt quite irritated because I kept having to receive smses nonstop. Moreover, had to sit on the floor while copying on the bed. I need to clear my table and bring a chair over.
Was still up at 3am. Couldn't get to sleep. Just kept staring at the wall. Dad came in at 7am+ because he wanted everyone to go for a walk. But the only thing I remember doing is shaking my head and going back to sleep.
I just dreamt of one of the nicest room layout I wish my room would really look like that ; at least it was my room in my dream. And I dreamt my whole family was staying at Aus. Bah.